i hate kelsey for this. she knows i overthink. she gives me looks today in class, she drunk texts me song lyrics ("I dunno if i can stand another hdnd upon you all iknow is that i should hahaha oh dear fucking god gahgkagmpan"), she uses flirtatious lines like "oh you". what the fuck am i to do with this? it's not hard to get to me, she knows that, so what's she trying to do? this isn't fair.
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and now i'm eagerly awaiting the call she just promised me. why did she even do that? i only called her as a response to her text. she doesn't have to call me back ffs. now i'm just a loser waiting for a phonecall that may never come. this always happens.

might update you later, might not, we'll see. xx