Oo-ohh, habits die hard when you got a sentimental heart

ah. muh. guhd. i am so retardedly excited for hp6.

I'm listening to M. Ward at 12:05pm with my grapefruit breakfast. This might possibly be bliss.
What could only make this better would be a good book to read with all of this. I have Wuthering Heights sitting on my desk, but I've tried reading it three times already and couldn't.
It might have something to do with the fact that I've only ever picked up the book at midnight or later (or would midnight be considered earlier?) and usually ended up crashing by the time I'd gone through two lines.

The fact that Wuthering Heights is actually the topic of conversation in one of the Twilight books makes me wonder how high the read-count rose for the Bronte classic. Twelve year old girls were probably like "WHAT THE FUCK IS WUTHERING HEIGHTS?! WHY HAVE I NEVER HEARD OF IT BEFORE?! I NEEEEED IT! EDWAAAAAARD!"
Ahahhaha... aw.

Yeah, so I don't know about Wuthering Heights after all. Maybe Eclipse. That's not really a blissful sort of book - I mean, I'm sitting here with pleasant light coming through my window and this delicious grapefruit at my mercy and I don't think a book about infatuated vampires would really compliment the ambiance. No, probs not.
Whatever, I need to finish this series.
Although, maybe I won't read at all. IF my internet starts working properly, maybe I'll find some decent photographs to use for my drawings. Or maybe not.

Indecision. It's a beautiful, beautiful thing. It also happens to govern my life.
B*

Driving away from the wreck of the day.

• Lately, I've been following a strict diet of earl grey tea, apple-grape juice and Kirkland Signature cranberry juice (specifically). They all have designated times of drinkage. Yes.
• I'm at peace when I am listening to Beirut and playing Minesweeper.
• I stay up late every night usually out of habit, but lately, out of necessity.
• I carry around an inumerable amount of insecurities. Some of them are stupid and some of them are normal, I guess.

I worry about my teachers liking me, my friends liking me, my best guy friend feeling comfortable around me now, whether or not I actually possess the smarts to succeed in college, whether or not I will one day be like Kate in "The Go-Getter"...

No, let's face it

1. Zooey Deschanel is as unique as it gets and I could never be like her.

2. My teachers might like me sometimes for my personality, but sometimes I can be really sucky when it comes to actually paying attention in their classes.

...aaaand as for the other points, I'm kind of too lazy to get into any more detail. The two mentioned above are the two things that are bothering me most right now, anyway.

I think what I was trying to get at though, before I got off track, was:

I want my life to be like in The Go-Getter. I want spontenaity and awkwardness. I want honesty and freedom of expression, without fear of being judged. I want an adventure and a purpose. I want a boy like Mercer in my life.

Actually... to be perfectly honest with you, there is a boy like Mercer in my life...

Unfortunately our situation is different and we will never be possible. In fact, it is likely that we'll never even meet properly.

*Sigh* I seem to be volontarily creating problems for myself all over the place.

I don't know what else to say.

I'm going to go have a midnight snack, grab Eclipse from my sister's room and read in bed.

Alternatively, I may decide to go have a bath since I'm so sore from ruggers. We'll see.

This blog is mostly for my personal gratification, however I will fill you in nonetheless.

This was not my initial blogger account. My first one was here, however, after a time I lost the information about the account
i.e. my password and username -- I know, how did I manage that?
So basically all I could recall was my URL, which I suppose is good enough. Can't be too ungrateful!
That is why I have decided to transfer all of my blog posts from my old account to this one to create order and so that I can secure a single blogging account.

OK glad we got that all cleared up.
Well, I'm pretty tired right now so I won't get all deep on ya, but here's the status basically;
I have decided not to go to school tomorrow because there's a student council event and it's a half day anyway, so I figure why not take the chance to sleep in?
I've been slacking off like MAD because of tumblr and facebook and so I've done 0 homework. So proud.
I am contemplating starting a Wordpress account.
...But then again, what would be the point? I'd have 3 blogs. That's lame. Whatever, I'll make an account just to see what it's like.

Finally, here are my current celeb crushes:
Robert Pattinson
Zac Efron (heeheeeeeeeeee)
Ellen DeGeneres
Rupert Grint
Zooey Deschanel
Edilson Nascimento
James Franco

Just thought you oughta know, haha...

Bueno! I think I'm gonna sleep now!
Or read Midnight Sun off of my iPod!
Hasta luego! Adios!
x

ps: i'll try to be more interesting next time, once i have a few more hours of sleep on me