Thursday, November 19, 2009

black & gold

god... i really don't know how she could dispense with all of her pride last night... it's disturbing. i tried to be the voice of reason yesterday afternoon, but i think she was too influenced by ariel (her "devil ego", as i like to call her). she's nice and all but a really terrible influence. ah. i still need to try and wrap my head around that. i could never do it, personally. i don't think i'm that desperate for sexual pleasure that i would completely disregard how badly i've been treated by a person. i have too much pride. i'd just fuck em and find someone better. and i don't mean that literally... or maybe i do. really, at the rate she's corrupting me with her twisted philosophies, who knows...
i got a text saying they dealt with emotions and left the fucking aside. i'm proud, in this case. angel ego wins.


ironic, in my case?

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