she's so young. she's so innocent. i don't know what to do.
she's a child, really, and i think this is what i struggle with most. this frustration with lack of people in my life who are actually on my level. i want that so badly. kelsey's up there, if not higher.

i only say this, not because i think i may corrupt her( though this is already happening i imagine), but because i'll tire of her. get bored. feel frustrated.

the most impressive thing about her though is how she comprehends the incomprehensibility of me. it's appreciated. it's a start. even though it's all just too unfathomable for her to REALLY grasp.... more-so than she'll ever know.